I don't update often. Wtf-ers
Exhilaratedhere's some updates:
turns out that girlfriend of mine was a user and lead a double life.
there were all these livejournal communities she posted in and did things in.
i would call it "cheating" only because she had told me "i'll only role play withyou" and i never like asked her to be exculusive in RPing, but she's the one who swore it would only be me. *eye roll* so to catch her in a lie was really eye-raising ya know?
People change their mind and all, so like if she was like "hey yuffie i uh, feel like rp-ing w this other group' i woulda been like 'yeah whatevs. its cool."
does it make sense?
i mean, i donh't like games, i don't like lies, i don't like people making false promises and stuff. tell me the truth, don't make promise you don't intend to keep!
its because of things like that that made me wonder.
she also pressured me into getting rid of my hentai manga. i didn't get rid of ALL of em.
but i REGRET selling off the ones i did!
Ugh, if that EVER happens with a sig-other AGAIN, i'm kicking THEM to the curb, not my things!
Its different if they tell you what to do in a "i care bout you" way.
Not a "I don't LIKE this, so i'm not gonna let you have it."
and im angry at my self for being so ridiculously desparate for some one.
and then there was this which was really distrubing, when i visited her, i was taking a bath and i got done and went into her computer room. she had a windwo up of AIM that said "oh i gotta go, my friend is out of the bath. talk to you later <3"
cheating i suspect.
so anyway that was 6 months ago.
6 months ago i started working for namco and i re-connected w Ken, someone i knew for a while but we lived in diff towns so we didn't see much of each other face to face.
we had instant chemistry bond and i realized how ridiculous i was being with my ex. so i broke up with her b ut first i made sure to lure her out here to california, make her waste 800 bucks on a plane ticket, treated her like shit like she treated me, swore i had no money so she'd pay for me to eat and i'd purposely buy the most expensive thing on the menu, and the whole time made small talk to her like 'sigh i miss work. i wonder what Ken and the guys are up to." Every 20 minutes and then look at the clock and be like 'hey this is the break time! imma text em!" and yeah.
I purposely did hurtful spite ful things
and then i broke up with her and told her "yeah i've fallen for Ken. he's so much better for me"
I know it wasn't the most mature thing to do.
But you know what, i was SERIOUSLY hurt when she told me that she didn't want to go to college in California becuase of Kito-pito and she cannot live with out her.
KITO PITO is a DOG.
she couldnt live without her stupid dog.
i was second fiddle to a FUCKING ANIMAL.
that is the most IMMATURE bullshit i've EVER heard!
so after being burned for a DOG that is replaceable, can you blame me for purposely being bitchy?
maybe you can. lol but whatevs.
i'm proud of my bitchness. she deserved it.
and i'm still with Ken and he's supporting me.
i lost the job 5 months ago due to bad economy. :/
annnnd thats the updates for now.
Ps. I'll try to go to Cali this summer, but with the way my work is turning out....ugh...
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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say
it to your self 6 times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and what
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Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now
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